A Scarlet Thread
I left with no words that would venture
all well tangled around my tongue,
and lodged solid in my throat.
Yet, I finally spit them out
with a nasty flair
to cut you deeply,
as was my intention.
However, it did not feel
like I thought it would,
there was no weight lifted.
I only self righteously
stained my teeth
and viled my mouth,
with careful planning.

Hey Girl, These words describe my feelings today accurately. The beauty of the comments that my words have lifted one soul is quickly tricked away by the sword of words that hide secretly beneath the surface. I find myself in the midst of the words wanting to erupt with my hands around their throat, but they break free from time to time and I wrongfully call their actions justice. I hear the words of wisdom echo through my heart as I write this, ” Do not be deceived.” I write in hopes of finding truth inside. Will we ever find it…and if we do will we recognize it or be deceived once more?
and i… only i alone… am left to swallow… sickening stale regurgitation… tender bitterness… churning sad incantations… empty echoes reverberating in cyclic mockery…
that last stanza rings so true, silence is mostly better than speach, especially angry speach.
The room echoes with the words I spoke, the words meant to kill
you, and they return to sender with more barb then they left with.
Ok…..do we need to send out the party to search for your shell? Have not heard back from you??? Finger broke?
Thanks for all the comments, I really appreciate them. I am itching to get back to my computer and finish some poems I have been working on. I will be back in a few weeks, life is super busy right now.
Oh, and Joey…no, you don’t need to send out the search party. I am extremely busy, but I was so glad to see that you visited my page. I will be getting over to yours asap, and please get in touch with me. I have changed jobs and my schedule will lighten up soon. I am planning to come up that way for a long overdue visit. I hope I can see you and the family. I would love that!
Keep writing, I love reading your blog!
Yes, your absence was noticed, we need you back at that keyboard janise! =0)
aw thanks reflux! I have missed reading my favorite blogs, and I can’t wait to catch up. I appreciate your kindness!
I just ran a cross your blog. It’s beautiful. Thank you.